Cambridge learners dictionary defines
addiction /@"dIkS@n/ noun [C, U]
when you cannot stop doing or taking something because you are addicted to it
I was just thinking how we where doing things which we were not able to stop doing. Addiction is something which we don’t stop doing because we enjoy doing that rather than as what the dictionary defines. If that was correct I have still not got to what addiction means may be because I never got addicted.
When I was a kid like any kid I too was exploring the world. As first home was the world, then came school…where my friends and their habits made my world and their world.
In school there where friends who smoke, drink and take drugs but I hardly know anyone who was addicted. They drink, smoke or took drugs just on to know what it was.
I never made a try during that time. And now I don’t know whether anyone is seriously addicted. Except one or two guys I have never met any of my school friends.
Oh I remember something.. when my teacher put a guy with me who was taking drugs(Drug Addict..?). It was done so that he could improve himself. I don’t know what made my teacher think so. Whatever it may be he stopped taking drugs, left school 2-3 days later(if what I remember is correct) neither did he reach home. Later when I met him(must be after 1 year) he was with his own exporting business.
Getting back.. now I have left school and have to join a college. Now my aim was clear, get into a good college and then gets through engineering entrance and become an engineer. Was I addicted to ………??? ’learning’. At that time I was not able to stop doing that. There where no friends as such (I mean special…) in my college. I remember we had good looking teachers. We where 80 students in a class and it was a crowd than a class. Addiction..??!!! People almost dint know each other, so no experience. I dint know whether anyone was addicted. And I too didn’t try anything coz I had an aim in mind.
Then the next stage. Got thru entrance joined a engineering college. Here it was altogether different story. Start of my hostel life. The real test people say. Parents get the most worried .Life was lot cool. Just enjoy everything round.Wether it is the lectures, the elections, night outs, arts fest or anything which came on in those 4 years. The whole life those 4 years was addictive. I almost stopped going through books. The only time I used to go through was the night before the exam. Luckily…I got through everything in the first attempt itself.
Just after our exams I heard one of our batch mate had molested a minor girl. Was that an end to a sort of addiction..??? Or was he a paedophile.No...There was nothing like that from him earlier.
Now it was time to get into a job. It was time of networking. And a whole One year and I got into my job in dream city of Mumbai. And again its 4 years round.
There is lots of stories. And sure I must find someone who is addicted. Or I will have to try my own….
Its time for now, to leave as lunch break is over and my client will bang me if he finds me so……